I had so many firsts occur yesterday, that well, I need a little breather to catch up on them all. :)
I am a paranoid momma and have a hard time allowing other's take care for my kids. So, yesterday, when it was time for my MIL (mother-in-law) to pick Maddie up from school and drive her home so I could make class, well, it was stressful.
I had a collaborative meeting yesterday that I couldn't miss, and it lead straight into time for class, so I broken down, and asked for help since, Monday's are also Sean's late days. And, I prayed and prayed and prayed, and then while sitting in class got the test that they'd made it home and all was well.
Well, that is, Maddie was well. :) I spoke with Sean on my break to find out we had a pipe bust in our back room. Yeah. As I went back into class a little frazzled from the thought, God gave me peace in this sense that this was Sean's responsibility, not mine. And, later that night, Sean and I talked about it, and yep, he'd been given some heads up on the fact that maybe, just maybe, he should have turned on a facet before leaving.
So, I'm letting it go, and Sean's gonna fix it.
I thought a great deal yesterday about faith and how you acquire it. I suffer from panic attacks and anxiety on a pretty regular basis. We watched a show last night that mentioned that faith is a choice we all make. I need to decide where my faith is going to lie.
Oh, it seems I'll be cutting this short..Maddie is awake. Gotta go!! :)